I am tired- yes- but not too tired to express my displeasure over the quixotic smiley face- it didn't capture my mood at all. So I am changing my mood,and henceforth boycotting the adjective quixotic.

i do believe that my lack of sleep has finally caught up with me...my thoughts have bledtogether...edgesblured...they now present themsevles indecipherable and inexpressible...heavy-taxing, my posture sags...i look up for inspiration, around for comfort, and inside for the strength...to continue....

My life_______
name: darius aldrick
gender: Male
birthday: 10/21/80
relationship status: Single... again?

______What is your favorite_______
[x]gum: Juicy Fruit
[x]restaurant: dunno
[x]drink: Alcoholic: Vodka, esp Kamikazi's and Screwdrivers Non-Alcoholic: Orange Juice, Green Tea
[x]emotion: Anger. So brilliant to watch, one's inner person is revealed when they are angry.

[x]sport: To Watch: Football, Hockey, | To Play: Tennis, 
_______When was the last time you_______
[x]cried: When I realised and let go
[x]played a sport: played drunken soccer at the beach just last friday.
[x]laughed: last night/this morning.
[x]hugged someone: afew hours ago
[x]kissed someone: technically my Niece Jasmin, but a real kiss: last month
[x]felt depressed: don't know
[x]felt overworked: last week
[x]faked sick: afew weeks ago, called into work sick so I could hang out with my barkedas... hehehe
[x]lied: afew weeks ago, called into work sick so I could hang out ...

_______What was the last_______

[x]thing you ate: bacon and eggs
[x]song you listened to: Out of Controll - Hoobastank
[x]thing you drank: Milkshake
[x]place you went to: backyard..??
[x]movie you saw: cant remember......
[x]movie you rented: 13 going on 30, and The Perfect Score

_______Who was the last person you_______
[x]hugged: Jasmin
[x]cried over: Patty
[x]danced with: don't remember
[x]shared a secret with: Probably Lyn, but can't remember. Not really secrets though, more-so inside jokes
[x]had a sleepover with: dont remember
[x]couldn't take your eyes off: Only three girls whom I've felt like that to, and only two for obvious reasons. WAG KO NA LANG NGANG SABIHIN...
[x]obsessed over: I don't that much obsess over people.

_______Have you ever_______
[x]danced in the rain: yes
[x]kissed someone: ..Considering that I already answered who I last kissed...and _I_ have memory problems
[x]done drugs: should I answer or just give you the look?
[x]drank alcohol: look at my previous answer
[x]slept around: no
[x]partied 'til the sun came up: yeah
[x]gone too far on a dare: yes
[x]spun until you were immensely dizzy: Have you ever thought, that we're always dizzy, and our spinning just makes us see the world clearly?
[x]taken a survey quite like this before: yes

_______Play_______
[x] I'm feeling: Energetic but bored
[x] I'm listening to: my thoughts answering these questions
[x] I'm doing: this survey
[x] I'm craving: sleep
[x] I'm thinking of: Now? Now I'm fucking thinking about what it is I'm thinking about so I can answer this question...
[x] I'm hating: Myself

_______Love_______
[x] love is: Indescribable
[x] my first love: /

[x] my current love life: Is a sleepless dream.
[x] love or lust: both, blended together
[x] best love song: Marvin Gaye/Dione Warwick - Aint no Mountain High Enough
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: Yes and No
[x] when love hurts, I: Love some more...fucking masochist..
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: Infactuation, Lust, Admiration...Love? No

_______Opposite sex_______
[x] turn ons: Eyes, hands, personality, stomach, voice, a certain amount of maturity/immaturity
[x] turn offs: Ignorance, Either too mature or too immature, Vanity
[x] do your parent's opinion on your gf matter to you?: Not more then my oppinion, which is what counts most..
[x] what kinda hairstyle are you into?: there are different styles?
[x] what is the sweetest thing a girl can do for you?: Nottice me? Anything done for me is sweet, because Its being done for me...
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: into public?


_______Picky picky_______
[x] dog or cat: both
[x] short or long hair: Medium
[x] sunshine or rain: You've never seen it raining with the sun out?
[x] hugs or kisses: both
[x] emails or written letters: Phone Calls
[x] playstation or nintendo: X-Box
[x] car or motorcycle: ...I could settle with either, I just want one to be mine. wala pa ako ni isa nyan...
[x] house party or club: house
[x] sing or dance: for me? ... ahahahhahahahahahhahahhahahahhahahahahhahahhahahah
[x] freak or slow dance: freak

_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today?: tried, bored, energetic. Normal for me
[x] what pants are you wearing right now?: None...
[x] what shirt are you wearing right now?: White T-Shirt
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment?: Messy
[X]what song are you listening to right now?: The reason -hoobastank
[x] last dream i can remember?: I don't dream..I don't sleep..

[x] what time is it?: 10:46 pm

_______More about you!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number?: 3861
[x] if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: royal blue..??.. Is that the right answer?
[x] have you ever almost died?: yes

some breath taking views captured on my cam as i walk along the prestine white sand beach of boracay island, philippines... boracay will always be the best place for me.  the lifestyle, the food and everything. got lucky indeed to reside here... 

life  indeed is wonderful...   full of surprises. let me express into pictures what the mind can't fully infuse... hehehe my first week in november is truly great! the reigning miss earth from brazil along with other candidates visited boracay island,  philippines and i do have a wonderful moment with some of them.. just see for youself... yahoooo! hallellujah! hahaha!

 thanks to stevie and jay rex..

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more pics to come... 

lord aldrick...

Loves to joke, attractive, suave and caring. Brave and fearless,

Firm and has leadership qualities, knows how to console others,

Too generous and egoistic,

Takes high pride of oneself, thirsty of praises, extraordinary spirit

Easily angered, angry when provoked

Observant, careful and cautious, thinks quickly.

Independent thoughts, loves to lead and be led, loves to dream.

Talented in arts, music and defense,

Sensitive but not petty, hasty and trusty, and most of all, romantic